
Just give me the chance and I promise you will never have to be alone. I won’t judge. I know how hard it is to be by yourself. Reach out, I promise you have my hand to hold.
She means the world to me.. I can’t lose her.
I honestly want to kill myself and I don’t understand why. I keep saying to myself, this is just a phase, you’ll get through this and be okay but it isn’t getting any better. It’s almost like it’s getting worse and worse. The thought of killing myself just keeps growing and growing. It’s on my mind every second. “These people won’t miss you. You’re not worth anything. Killing yourself will make everything better. Just do it already. You’re nothing. You’re worthless.” It’s all I ever think about. I just don’t know what to do and what’s worse is I can’t understand why I want to. I just feel so absolutely horrible all the time.. Help?
Oh dear see that is where you are wrong. People do care. You are not nothing, you are everything. You are not worthless, you are worth more than this. One thing about getting better is you have to take the time. You have to let yourself get better. It is going to take so much time but just think about all you could miss.
Your true love is waiting for you out there somewhere and you may have never met. Your mom or dad is looking foward to seeing your smile tomorrow. You are more than all of this that you are going through right now.
Talk to someone and get the help you need. Believe me life is worth another shot. Don’t take it for granted because it is hard right now. You can fight through this. I promise the days do get better and you are stronger than you think.
Put your hand over your heart and feel it beat. Do you feel that? You were given that heartbreat for a reason.
Listen to this song dear: (x)
Holding that razor or lighter? Put them down.
Holding those pills, that gun, or that rope? Step away from them.
In front of the toilet ready to throw up your meal? Get off your knees.
Looking at an empty plate? Put something on it and eat.
Feel that frown on your beautiful face? Well turn it around.
What you can do to keep yourself here longer? Well there are many things you can do. You can go get real help and talk to someone who can professionally help. Of course there are many more options, like just talking to someone every time these thoughts occur.
You have lost your hope haven’t you? You just can’t seem to find something to hold onto anymore can you? Well here let me give you a little hope.. tomorrow is a new day am I correct? You have no clue what it may bring. It could bring the happiness you have always wanted, it could bring the person you are meant to be with for the rest of your life, it could bring a friend that you have always yearned for, it could be anything but you wouldn’t know if you ended it.
You are numb aren’t you? You think no one cares right? You are wrong. Someone out there cares, someone out there is thinking of you right now, someone out there would kill to see you smile but just because you don’t know they think this of you does not mean you are alone. You may not see the love you get right now but if you were to end you will never get to see it.
The days are hard and I get that. You have fought this long so why give up now? Your heart is beating for a reason, if you weren’t meant to be here you wouldn’t be. You were given this life because you could handle it. Don’t give up now when you have come this far.
It is not worth it, giving up is never worth it. You know what is? Fighting and saying I beat this. Always keep that in mind dear.
Wait, before you do that let me tell you a few things.
So you want to kill yourself? Why? Because things have gotten hard? Because all the hope you have is gone? You are willing to throw everything away for something that you can move on? Suicide is a mistake you will never get to regret. If you were meant to be gone then you would be already. Please just breath and think about everything you will miss.
Think of all those random conversations that you have with your friends that made you smile. Those conversations will never happen again. Think of that person you smiled at too randomly in the hallway, even though you have never spoke to them what if you are the reason they kept fighting? Have you thought of everyone you are leaving behind?
Your mom, your dad, your friends, your teachers, your classmates. How would this affect them? You don’t think anyone cares right? You are wrong. I guarentee the minute someone finds out you are gone their whole world will shatter.
Still think dying is worth it? What about the kids you will never have now? The boy or girl you will never fall in love with now? The life you will never get to see because of how hard it is now. The thing about life is you have no clue what it has in store for you. Tomorrow is a brand new day and who knows what it may bring.
Keep breathing. Thats all you need to do is keep breathing. Don’t let what you are feeling now take everything away from you. You have no clue what kind of impact you have on someones life, you have no clue how much damage this will cause, you have no clue how much better it actually does get.
Don’t lose your hope, don’t give up, and please just keep fighting.
Don’t hesitate. I am always here for those who need me.