This is just a blog, where I want to help. If you need to unload anything and just want someone to listen, just ask me anon or not.

I promise you are not alone, you have me. Do not hesitate to tell me anything. I am here to help you get your smile back. One step at a time, we can do this together. <3

THERE MAY BE TRIGGERS ON HERE.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale:
After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Just give me the chance and I promise you will never have to be alone. I won’t judge. I know how hard it is to be by yourself. Reach out, I promise you have my hand to hold. 



❝And I just can’t keep living this way
So starting today, I’m breaking out of this cage
I’m standing up, I’ma face my demons.
I’m manning up, I’ma hold my ground.
I’ve had enough, now I’m so fed up.
Time to put my life back together right now.❞

I relapsed today. I lost 7 months cut free because I slipped and I couldn’t catch myself.. but you know what? It just means I have to pick myself up and try again. Relapse is going to happen and it is going to be hell but it is also just one step closer. Don’t forget that. You are never alone.

‘Think before you speak, everyone’s beautiful.’

Don’t be the reason someone goes without a meal tonight, or the reason they end up on their knees after eating. Even if you think it is funny they may not. 


Please remember my ask is always open. No judging, just a hand to hold.

In case you are wondering I am now 5 months and 1 week cut free! I am 1 month purge free as well.

Recovery does happen.


Don&#8217;t ever think differently.

Don’t ever think differently.


Feel those tears? Wipe them.

Holding that razor or lighter? Put them down.
Holding those pills, that gun, or that rope? Step away from them.
In front of the toilet ready to throw up your meal? Get off your knees.
Looking at an empty plate? Put something on it and eat.
Feel that frown on your beautiful face? Well turn it around.


You know those tears running down your face right now? You know that razor you keep hidden in your room? You know those pills you have somehwere within reach? You know that hatred you are carrying for yourself? You don’t deserve it, or need any of it. Wipe those tears and put on a smile, you deserve it more than anyone. Grab that razor and throw it away, don’t let this addiction ruin you. Find those pills and dump them out, tomorrow is a new day. Love yourself for who you are because honestly who you are is more than enough.

Suicidal? Talk to me. Self Harmer? Talk to me. Anorexic or Bulimic? Talk to me. Raped? Talk to me. Gay? Talk to me. Broken? Talk to me. Need a friend? Talk to me.

Don’t hesitate. I am always here for those who need me.


You are beautiful. You are worth more. You are not a failure. You are strong enough. You are you and that is all you need to be.

Believe me when I say I know what it’s like. I know what it feels like to sit there and hold the razor to your arm because it seems like the only thing that is really there for you. I know what it is like to hold the bottle of pills in your hand, write your note and be ready to end it because you have no more hope left in you to keep on going. I know what it is like to skip meals or throw them back up because you don’t feel pretty enough and you feel like you deserve it. Do you? Do you really deserve this hell you put yourself through? No. YOU do not deserve this, NO ONE deserves this. So stop, stop thinking that hurting yourself is the only thing you have left. STOP thinking that you are not beautiful enough. STOP thinking that there is no other way out than to leave. It is scary and it is hard, but do you know what else it is? WORTH IT.

Pick up that fork and get off your knees, you are so much more beautiful than you give yourself credit for.

Throw out those pills, tomorrow is a new day and you need to be around to see it.

Put down that razor, you are worth so much more than the addiciton that you are fighting.