This is just a blog, where I want to help. If you need to unload anything and just want someone to listen, just ask me anon or not.

I promise you are not alone, you have me. Do not hesitate to tell me anything. I am here to help you get your smile back. One step at a time, we can do this together. <3

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Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale:
After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
I relapsed today. I lost 7 months cut free because I slipped and I couldn’t catch myself.. but you know what? It just means I have to pick myself up and try again. Relapse is going to happen and it is going to be hell but it is also just one step closer. Don’t forget that. You are never alone.

Relapse is a part of recovery.


It is worth it. It is worth it to be able to say I made it. It is worth it to say I was strong enough to put the razor down. It is worth it to say I didn’t purge yesterday and I ate something. It is worth it to say I didn’t end it when I had every reason too. It is worth it to say I won.

It will not be easy, it will be hell. It may not seem like it will be worth it now, but it is I promise. Don’t give up on yourself, you can do this.


Just because you relapse does not mean you are a failure. Relapse is a part of your recovery. You will have times you slip and break but that in no way means you are a failure. Recovery takes time, it takes try’s, it takes work, and it takes falls. If you relapse, you didn’t fail you just slipped. Take a deep breath and start over. You will get there, don’t doubt yourself.

Dust yourself off, and try again. Don’t give up.