This is just a blog, where I want to help. If you need to unload anything and just want someone to listen, just ask me anon or not.

I promise you are not alone, you have me. Do not hesitate to tell me anything. I am here to help you get your smile back. One step at a time, we can do this together. <3

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Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale:
After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

I don’t know if I can save you. I don’t know if what I type right now can help you back from the edge.. but it is worth a try. Do you think you are alone? That no one cares? Well I do. I don’t know you, so how could I care right? I care because I know what it is like to be on the edge and be alone… with no one. It is scary, and suicide may seem like the only way out but it is not. I promise you that someone out there loves you and cares for you more than you will ever know. It is dark right now but the light will shine again. It is rainy right now but the sun will shine again. Don’t lose your hope, and don’t end your life. Tomorrow is a brand new day, and who knows what it will bring… please just try again.

These words may have saved you… but who am I to know? I hope you keep going… it is worth it.


Relapse is a part of recovery.


There will be times when it seems like it is not worth it. There will be times when relapse seems like the best choice. There will be times when it seems no one cares. There will be times when recovery just dosen’t seem like it matters anymore. I promise you it does. You have to go through hell in order to find the sun. You may be in the dark right now, but there is a light at the end of everything.

I promise you can do this, don’t give up.


A lot of the time giving up seems like the way. If I end it now everything will go away right? Wrong. It will make things worse, maybe not for you but those around you. Who is to say you aren’t the reason someone is still here? The reason that your family is still together. If you end it you will effect many people in ways you wouldn’t have thought. Your friends will wonder what they could have done differently and it could make them slip into a depression. Your family will blame themselves because they didn’t notice and they will fall apart. Your sister, brother, best friend, mother, father, grandparent, teacher, that one person you smiled at in the hall way when they were alone, the person you waved to out of happiness will be effected. You may think you are alone but you have no idea who right now at this very moment is thinking about how much you mean to them. I am not saying it will be easy, I am not saying it is going to come soon, what I am saying is that happiness will come again. You just have to be around to see it.

Do you need a friend?

Look, I may not know you but I do know what it is like.

To be suicidal, depressed, a self harmer, emotionally abused, to not eat, to throw up meals, to hate yourself. I know. I went through it. I promise that if you need to tell me anything, if you are on the verge of ending please come to me first.

No one gets turned away, anon or not I am here.

http://toohelpsavealife.tumblr.com/ask

Do not hesitate.


The way I see it is that you can either love yourself for who you are or hate yourself for what you are not. You can either learn to be happy for being perfectly you or learn to hate yourself for being imperfect.

I really hope it is the earlier.

You are beautiful. You may not see it, you may not know it but you are. Someone out there does too.

Smile because I promise it makes you 10 times more beautiful.


Need a hand to hold? Take mine.

Need a shoulder to cry on? Cry on mine.

Need someone to talk to? I will always listen.

Need someone to listen? My ears are open.

Need a friend? I will be your friend.

Just need someone to be there? I am here.

I know what it is like to be alone, and it is horrible. I promise I am here for whatever you need. Anon or not you can tell me anything and you will not be judged.

http://toohelpsavealife.tumblr.com/ask

You do not have to do this alone.



You can…

I can’t can eat.

I can’t can put the blade down.

I can’t can live one more day.

I can’t can be strong.

I can’t can be worth this.

I can’t can do this.

You can eat because you are beautiful, you can put the blade down because you are stronger than this, you can live one more day because you deserve too, you can be strong if you just keep faith, you can be worth this if you try, you can smile because you deserve to more than anyone else, YOU CAN DO THIS because I know you can.


Don’t stop trying.

It will get better I promise.

Put the blade down already, this pain won’t solve the other pain.

Pick up your fork and eat something, you are beautiful. No one has the right to tell you otherwise.

Take your fingers out of your throat and stand up, the scale does not tell you how much you are worth.

Step away from the pills, ending it will not solve anything. Live another day.

Swim towards the surface and stop letting yourself drown.

You are worth more than all of this and the sun will shine again. You have to let it and I promise I will be here every step of the way. I will hold your hand until you are ready to let it go. I will be at your side.


I am offering my hand.

For you too hold when you are going through the dark.

For you too squeeze when you are scared that you won’t make it.

To show you comfort when you feel like it isn’t worth it anymore.

To show that I am still here when you think everyone else is gone.

So I can pick you up from the water which you are drowning in.

So I can drag you through the hell you don’t deserve to be in.

To show you that you are not alone anymore.

I am offering my hand, all you have to do is take it..

http://toohelpsavealife.tumblr.com/ask


Smile.

You deserve it more than anyone.

Don’t give up.

You can make it through anything.

Laugh.

It can cure anything.

Live.

You never know what tomorrow will hold.

Be strong.

You can do it, it just takes time.

Belive.

That you can make it through another day.

Have hope.

You can do this.

Be the change.

That you want to see.



If right now you are considering killing yourself..

STOP.

before you do anything, just think.

Think about why it is wroth it too still live, I am here for you.

Please don’t walk into the darkness alone, you have my hand and I will not be letting go.

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Tell me anything you need too, anon or not, let me help you through this.