You are never alone in this.

This is just a blog, where I want to help. If you need to unload anything and just want someone to listen, just ask me anon or not.

I promise you are not alone, you have me. Do not hesitate to tell me anything. I am here to help you get your smile back. One step at a time, we can do this together. <3

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‘Think before you speak, everyone’s beautiful.’

Don’t be the reason someone goes without a meal tonight, or the reason they end up on their knees after eating. Even if you think it is funny they may not.

“I wish I had an eating disorder. People just get them to be skinny, then you can stop.” Is that what you think it is? Something you can just turn off as you please? I am telling you right here and now it is not that easy. I wish everyday I never developed an eating disorder. Do you think it is fun? Crying every damn time you look in the mirror because you can’t see any beauty. Working out constantly because it is the only time you feel in control. Skipping meals to feel beautiful even though you are starving. Forcing your fingers down your throat every time you eat to feel good. Do you think this is fun? Please don’t try and become the monsters an ED brings out.

Please remember my ask is always open. No judging, just a hand to hold.

I can’t promise you all the awnsers. I can’t promise you a quick recovery. I can’t promise you that it will be easy. I can’t promise you a lot, but I can promise you one thing… That you can do this. Don’t lose faith in yourself.

Why can’t you see dear? No one hates you, but yourself. Remember you are beautiful and you don’t deserve this.

Don’t ever think differently.

You wish you had an eating disorder? Is that so? So you want to cry everytime you look into the mirror too long? You want to lie to everyone you love when they ask why aren’t you eating? You want to learn to hate yourself in a way you never thought you could? You want to workout for hours at a time so you can feel pretty? You want to force yourself to throw up until the point of tears? You really want this hell that most have to deal with every day of their life? No. Believe me when I say I wish I never started hurting myself in this way. This is a mental disease, not a choice.

Be careful what you wish for.

Anonymous asked:

"So I have this problem with not eating enough, really. And lately (like the past two-three-four probably 3 days) I've eaten more, not like normally but like snacking and stuff and I feel guilty and fat and disgusting and horrible. But I can't really stop, now I sort of want to eat, but not really, I eat a lot of (not a lot, but a lot for my standards) of junkfood. How do I stop eating again?"

Okay here this is what you do. You go to the bathroom, lock the door behind you. Take off your shirt but leave your bra on, see the key is to really look at every single feature of your body. Your thighs, stomach, arms, chest, just every single part. Now you know that self hate you are feeling right now? Stop it. Look at your body again but this time don’t look at the negatives, no look at the posotives.

You know that stomach you hate so much? Yeah that will be the one to carry a baby for you one day. A beautiful, beautiful baby that will love you just like you are. Those arms you hate so much? Yeah those will be that arms that will wrap around your parents, best friends, or future boyfriend who all love you just like you are. That chest you wish would shrink, yeah that is were your heart is. The thing that makes you even more beautiful on the inside.

Now, go to your fridge or pantry, and grab everything you have been cutting back from yourself and eat it. You know that guiltyness you are feeling for eating it? Don’t be. You are beautiful just the way you were made. Starvation is not the awnser. Don’t hurt yourself to try and be somebody’s else of beauty. You are perfect the way you are. x

You know those tears running down your face right now? You know that razor you keep hidden in your room? You know those pills you have somehwere within reach? You know that hatred you are carrying for yourself? You don’t deserve it, or need any of it. Wipe those tears and put on a smile, you deserve it more than anyone. Grab that razor and throw it away, don’t let this addiction ruin you. Find those pills and dump them out, tomorrow is a new day. Love yourself for who you are because honestly who you are is more than enough.